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To sum it all up.. [Oct. 16th, 2006|03:56 am]
In the past month...

I have had my heart broken
I have had a family member pass away
I have failed a test
I have lost a friend
I have cried
I have smiled
I havent drank
I have watched all of season 2 of greys anatomy
I have hated tallahassee
I have loved tallahassee
I have questioned what I am doing with my life
I have accepted I wont ever know till im at my job
I have realized what its really like to be sad

but overall im alive so i will get over it...

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"you always get hit out of no where by some wave and end up on your own..." [Sep. 3rd, 2006|03:34 am]
[mood |sadsad]
[music |brand new]

I never write in this thing but I have to...I am trying so hard not to text, call, e-mail, message what contact i could possibly have i am trying to no do with this boy...me and him broke up and it fucking sucks...i never thought i would be so quick to get attached but damn break ups are alot harder then i thought and we were only together for 6months...this fucking sucks im so sad and hes the only person on my mind...i feel like he doesnt even care and maybe he does but ugh i hate this...its like an empty feeling...like something is missing...

shit has hit the fan and i dont know what to do...

everything in my life is just not working out how it was suppose to...just last week everything was perfect and this week i just wanna be lame and do nothing with my life...why do guys suck...why am i not worth changing for...why dont u want to be with me... i guess u neevr realize how much u care for someone until they arnt in ur life anymore...but when they have been a constant part of ur life for 6months its hard to forget that

everything just kinda sucks right now...and it probably will for awhile...but im optimistic and i keep reminding myself that everything happens for a reason...i just want this feeling to go...

"Watching you walk out of my life does not make me bitter or cynical about love, but rather makes me realize that if I wanted so much to be with the wrong person, how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along."
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Panic at the disco tickets... [Jun. 6th, 2006|06:55 pm]
I have two Panic at the disco tickets available...if want them holler...its a sold out show...
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(no subject) [Apr. 30th, 2006|08:49 pm]
I met a boy...he makes me smile...
Im back in Orlando...
not for long..
Im going to Syria thursday till May 27th...
Its going to be pretty badass...
I come back and will be in Orlando for two or three weeks...
Im taking summer classes In tally so I have to go find a job up there...
I will see him again...and he will make me smile again...
I will be starting my Junior year...
I survived my sophmore year...
And by survived I meant i had "moments ill never remeber with friends ill never forget" it was amazing!
Im not afraid of what if's anymore...
there is no room for what ifs and in the long run What if you have nothing to lose...
Im becoming the person I have always wanted...but at the same time further away from who I want to be..
It will never make sense to anyone...it doesnt even make sense to me...
Im living in my sorority house next year...
Thats either a disaster waiting to happen or a gift in disguise...
This is my life...and my only goal is to make sure me and the people I surrond myself with are Happy...
And on the way if I learn a thing or two then I guess it will make life make a little more sense...
At the end of the day...Im still the same Suzy you have always and will forever know...
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WOw [Mar. 20th, 2006|10:04 am]
havent used this thing in foreeevvverrr....just thought i would say college is going amazingly well...im super blessed...life is going amazingly well (knock on wood)...and well I love you!

The End!
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this moment seems so long... [Aug. 1st, 2005|05:33 pm]
things are going good...the summer is almost over which is good really good and a little bad...I mean I must say I have had a couple good times but im so over the summer I cant wait to get back to school...I am uber ready to meet new people and im rushing so hopefully its gonna be an amazing experience...I dunno I feel like there is a lot to look forward to this year...hopefully it doesnt bite me in the ass like last year...I guess we shall see...

This weekend is warped tour and im uber excited about that only because Its going to be amazing cuz none of the people im going with are going to give a shit because were awsome....and the true check out whore inside of me will come out...muhahaha

I am done working august 12!!! I cant wait because inbetween then and the time I leave I will have a week off where I can do anything I want to do like lay and bake in the sun or yea thats about it...

and i fucking love caitlin whiting. like seriously, have i ever mentioned how AMAZING SHE IS?? the only person who is MORE amazing is nicole rivera. she is like... oh man... she is the TITS. tits i say... tits! i think they have some lesbian loving going on... you know. i hear wedding bells in the future but shhhhh that's on the DL!!! not to be confused with DSL aka DICK SUCKING LIPS!! mwuahahahahahahahahahaha

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(no subject) [Jun. 1st, 2005|09:56 pm]
what the world needs now is love sweet love and the only thing that theirs just to little of...I took this personality assessment thing today and realized a lot about my self that I may not have noticed before...I am the color orange followed by blue then gold and green...

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(no subject) [Mar. 4th, 2005|10:05 am]

Let Spring Break Begin! Im coming home today!!! :) :) :) I havent been home for 2 months i miss Orlando!!!!


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(no subject) [Jan. 1st, 2005|09:09 am]
Happy new year!

Im back in Orlando....I havent been able to call anyone when I was in VA because my phone was roaming and I no longer have no roaming....o yea I also forgott my phone at my sisters house...soo call me at home if you need me!

I feel good about this year...alot is going to happen and change..Im determined...

Later Dayz!
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ooohhh myy goosshhh [Oct. 28th, 2004|12:20 am]
[music |finch]

I am so fed up with this fucking place...I can not stand it...Im not even sad or depressed (ok just a little bit) but now I am just fucking angry...I am a nice fun person, if I dont meet people I am seriously going to go nuts...why dont people talk to me..why havent i met anyone...Why do people think im retarded...yea I know people but they are not my friends..they are other peoples friends who so happen to know me only because I know there friend..I dunno its a big tree that fucking sucks...do you know how it feels to feel like you have no one besides Katie..I think if I didnt have katie here i would go insane..she is the only person who can seriously understand my anger right now because she is going through the same thing....FUCK....its funny because I wanted to go to FSU so much and everyone says its great...fuck that...sometimes I wish I didnt sell my self out and not apply to UF...who knows maybe people would flock to me...and I know i have to try to and i do..so hard....I just do not know what else to say...I dont know what else to do....something has to change and something has to change soon or else I dont know what im going to do with myself......

thats all I have to fucking say!

Later Days...
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